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flashbacks... terrible ones which have caused so much damage...
You have faith that history will never repeat itself again...
But even if you are put through such an equally painful test again,
be brave, be a man, a new door will eventually open when one is shut.
Bad things and good things happen for a reason.
Thank You Lord for making me who i am today.
Comp is coming up in 2 weeks!! AHHHHH time to gear up after a long while!
posted @ 4:55 AM
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Aiy aiy, one left! anyway, did i told u econs went horribly wrong though its the sub which i spent the most subject on?
And for maths and chem i spent like only 4 proper hours of mugging after 10 pm the night b4 exam and i think i will still score better den econs, shit man i dunno what to do abt the damn subject haha..
I am feeling much better after sleeping from noon to like now.. hahah no choice... i slept at near 3 yesterday lol.. Hiy...tonight will be worse! but at least i am gonna start earlier today, and i think most ppl like me will only start bio today.
Well and i had a nightmare yesterday, 3As 1C for A levels, C FOR ECONS, JI DAN, I think i was going mad and roaring in pain or something during my dream, haha LOL, I would if that really happened. Choy.
Anyway, aiy i not careful again slightly screwed my ankle.... must really be extra careful. if not my final yr wan dan liao.
lol gogogo!
posted @ 7:30 PM
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okay reality finally sets in and i noe how screwed i am now...
spent too much time in econs and training... but mostly econs because i dun understand a bloody shit during the lectures, after the tutorials and for now its a damn struggle... so much so that it has made me kinda sacrificed the other subjects, which is a bloody stinky lousy thing to do.
I still haven started on
BIO
MATHS
And ALL the J1 Chem Topics
I cant believe that i acty spent 2 days on 3/5 of the topics tested for econs.(well it was the topics that he lectured) AND YET I STLL FEEL that i am more dead in econs than the other subjects.
Now i realize how important it is to regularly do ur work
And whoever says that teachers doesn't matter is bloody bullshiting. Get a good one and it probably increases ur efficiency by 100%
!%#!$@~@
But its A lvls this yr, u shld use nothing for an excuse to not get A i guess.
Oh .. and Friday i was super happy too, cause i'm finally able to throw as far as last year during my training after i realized something. MY SHOES have worn out! Damnit shit, i didn't realized it until i changed into someone else's shoe !$#@
Could have saved me all the frustration and crap for the past mth. I was throwing at my sec 2 standard la. :| LOL.
Anyway some freaking funny happened today when my dad and i was in the car.
And its probably true that fathers become monsters when they are on the road.
Theres this red car on the left/behind my dad's car that wanted to go to the right lane, so my dad accelerated, went in front and moved to the left lane to give way. I thought it was perfectly fine... And then at the traffic light. The driver in the red car was signaling to my dad to roll down the window. Then we realized the driver was an indian and here goes the conversion.
My father: What?
Indian: Eh! Why u switch lane without signaling!?
My father: Mind ur own business
Indian: I can f**king book u for that
My father: Go ahead you f**king bastard.
And then my dad rolled up the window and pointed the middle finger at him with his right hand, and used his left hand to slap his right wrist LOL.
The indian did the same, and then asked him to roll down the window a second time.
Indian: You stupid chinese bastard I will book you
My father: stupid idiot,
And den the traffic light turned green and we zoomed off.
LOL
i think the guy was pretending to be some police officer and this is my first time i saw my dad point the finger, LOL. But nah, hes a cultured and intelligent man duh, hahah well maybe except when hes driving ahha.
LOLOLOLOL
Jiayou for blocks!
posted @ 10:15 PM
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omg today is quite a bloody wasted day, firstly wasn't veri efficient in studying econs.. goodness thats the worst subject now even worse than bio... guess its abt the same for all the s7s because of someone. wtf man.
anyway, it was a sluggish study session at esp library, followed by watching of jazz performances there from 730 right up to 1130pm!!! OMG lol. to think i still have to spend so much time in trainings, okay i need to start to be more disciplined, lol. Sigh. but i just love jazz music too much to give it up, and its so bloody rare to have jazz performances in sgp cause of the lvl of difficulty? oh well... still regretted cause of the lost time which could have been used in studies.
ANyway, too tired now tmr need to train in the morning, bye!
posted @ 12:09 AM
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Ahhh church made me felt mucchhh better this morning, haha..
Well lotsa drastic shit actually happened this week.. but i guess i have to accept changes and make the best out of it...
One of the things which i cld hardly believe was what i heard on fri. They set a new rule for the weight of my throwing implement, n it will be changed to a heavier one from april onwards... which means for my nationals in july, i will be throwing that heavy shit... which means ... I probably have only one chance to break the current record before april.... and its almost kinda impossible since i usually do not throw far until the final comp when I really pia my bones out the mth before...
Nevertheless I will try ... i bet all the throwers are screaming now, esp. those lighter and smaller size one like me, we always lose out when it comes to throwing heavier stuff due to the lack of mass.... ):
Oh wells... stop complaining , live with it... do my best.. and cannot let it affect my studies too at the same time.
Gogogo
n jiayou for ur upcoming comp! :D
watch out for the dogs!
posted @ 11:32 PM
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Hiy.. today wasn't a very good day actually... well i guess its because of old stuff (oh probably not that old) that got digged out again this morning during the Core Module workshop on interview skills ba...
Hmmm the mock interview session was quite fun actually, learnt a little stuff.. could have learnt much much more had i not been so freaking tired, and had the class not yaked too much when the teacher was talking too :P:P:P thats so typical 75.lol.
Anyway, during my turn for the mock interview session, my group was suppose to imitate the setting of a PSC Scholarship interview, with me as the interviewee, lol. anyway, it wasn't that effective since the panel of interviewers are actually the spastic faces whom u see in school every damn day..haha..
Hiy... and that damn interview session acty reminded me of how screwed my future will be. Kinda sucks... Have always wanted to aim for a scholarship...but its like impossible since i dun have a h3 now? and the dumb thing is that i actually believed what the DP said last time, when he mentioned that h3 is not taken into consideration for scholarship... and so i only did what was enuf to ensure that i got promoted last yr...
After promos, I had a conversation with one of the tchers whom i am closer with in HC, and that was when she told me how competitive a scholarship acty is, and that w/o a H3, chances that u will get a gd scholarship is extremely low ("almost 0", i cld still remember that she said that).... Goodness la, i was depressed for a few days :(
Its probably one of those stupid irreversible things that wld make one regret for life.
and the rest of the day was shit too, maid was too slack to cook dinner, so i decided to head for subway at marina to study... but for today, there was seriously freaking lot of ppl everywhere for some weird reasons.so i headed to the library instead. That subway used to be super ulu and quiet with the exception of today. Hate it when u r alone n yet theres hundreds of ppl ard u making lotsa noise, makes u feel totally outta place. Rahhh n i haven eat yet!
Perhaps i am just feeling down today... well aiya... wth was i thinking man, shld have probably went out with my zhu peng gou yous for a night of brainless fun or something... since it will probably do more good den harm on days like this.. well nvm...
Theres always ups and down i guess...
and life must go on..
posted @ 10:43 PM
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